Mamma

I’m having a mamma moment – I haven’t had one for a while and I was afraid my heart was starting to get hard again – but nope.  The universe apparently has other plans for me.  

So, while I watch the snow fall and listen to holiday melodies, I will allow the tears to fall as memories of holidays past wash over me.  I will embrace the ache in my soul as I think of her and remember all that she did to make this time of year magical for me and all I love.  I will snuggle deep in the warmth of her love for me for I know she did love me. And I her. 

I miss you mamma.