Friday, November 11, 2011
Yesterday I was so pissed that I gained weight. This morning, so happy that I had lost some. All day yesterday I really wanted to just give up and say screw it! But I pushed through it. I'm having the same struggle with my end of the bargain. The farther from day of bargaining it is, the easier to justify not keeping my end of the deal. So, today, having success after pushing through, was a reminder that, yes, it will pay off to stay strong. My weight loss is not significant. But it is something. Something I did through sheer will power. No pills, no shots, no surgery. Just old fashioned exercise and constraint of my taste buds. I am renewed in my determination to keep my word. Today is a new day. New challenges, new opportunities for growth, new opportunities to fail. I would rather grow. I miss you mom.